shinetsu

it's a cubical shaped office located in a compound of a factory by a gigantic empire company,named 52 years ago, SHINETSU. yes, it's a japanese company and i was in luck,to have the chance to be part of the working team in HR unit.. My first week was a total thrill.. as in, at first,i was excited. Cudn't wait to go to work,cudn't wait to meet new people, cudn't wait,cudn't wait, cudn't wait. But i didn't know where did i go wrong, but i suddenly had fallen deep down into the hollow of my bones for i was so suffocated with timidity. Only GOD knew how i felt.. i was so scared even when i had to go to the restroom! It was nothing unusual actually,shish stupid me.. Eventhou i noe it's normal for people to be curious to noe who is the new staff what so ever but i cudnt help... Let the situation of not-be-friending with anyone engulfing me.. but however, i managed to get it over. One of them is i confided my aunt, what actly yang berbeka di hati saya..haha.i cried,cried, and cried.. then i felt better.she gave me suggestions based on her experience..along with prayers and her tips,i tried.. alhamdulillah.. SO, the moral of the story, sometimes things will not relli happen as we expected in such a way.. but maybe GOD just want to test us,which path and which decision are we heading to..because one yes or one no, will make a whole lot difference to our life.. Thus, think before we act,be true to yourself, & never do forget to pray and seek help from God..

P.S.: credits to Uncle Azri, Encik Ikmal Hisham (for accepting me), & to my one and only MUM & DAD who had done so many sacrifice for me, Zairis Shahnum & Ahmad Yusri .. also,not forgetting to my teammates at HR unit, Kak Ina, Kak Su & Abg Zul, and again, others as well :)